Thursday, September 29, 2011

DANGIT. why do i like you so much
.there is nothing special about him, katelyn.
 he's not that big of a deal. you can do better...ha yeah right i wish. 
this boy told me to fall for him cuz he wouldn't hurt me, cuz i've been hurt in the past. he said i couldn't be worried that he was gonna be like any past guys ive talked to, that broke my heartt. . wow what a lie. thanks pal. 
PLEASE let things work out tomorrow, please. please please.. i just want to dance with him or kiss him or hug him or talk to him and it be sweet and for us just to be great.  oh my gosh,  i want that so bad. he is so great. except all my friends hate him.... but i love that boy! pleasepleaseplease let things work out otomorrow. oh gah, please. im begging, how desperate.... 
if things aren't gonna work out.. i just at least want to get over him. to forget about him and not hurt and not cry. tomorrow will determine what happens. 

people i love...

i just wanted to write how muchh i love two people . i'll do more people on different dayss but today...

Autumn Weaver.
ohmygosh. this girl.she's my besttt* friend...she's the best of the best.  we just really got to know eachother this yearr, but she's real greatt. we are just alike. "reaal desperate". hahaa, we've been hanging out almost everydayy. we are going through the same situations**. weirdo people, especially guys, talk to us when we're together. they love us(::(:: it's real...interesting.  she's gorgeous, hilarious, sweet, creative and ahhmazing.
iloveyouautumnbottom,ab,and my shawtyyy awtyy. haa i just made that up(;

Taylor Green.
OHLORDDD. so we started being best friends in ninth grade. we were always together.we have so many insiders
*gravy and mashed potatoes, bi guy,  no butt, LESBIAN SMILE :] * haa. you never judge me no matter what i do,
ALL THE MIXED BOYS IN THE WORLD. what a great song we wrote. anyway, i love you dearlyy.

noww we got the whole stadium in lovee..(:

the best love song. 
pure amazingness*.
me and autumn listened to it about 30 times yesterdayy.
no lie bayyy(:
yesterday... was great.
a half day at school.
and after we got out, me and autumnnn hung outt. (:
andd... a lot* of stuff happened yesterdayy. we saw a lot of people. a lot.
and we made our splatter paint shirts for blackoutt tomorrow!! I'm real excited.

things are getting a lot better. i'm hoping tomorrow at blackout things will go back to the way they used to be, but if they dont then oh well... :'( haaa...real desperate.

i'm in english.. this does not make my dayy. i'm a loner in here, forreal. oh well, too badd.


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

"i'm over you"
what a lie.
i'm ready for tonight.
and tomorrow.
and friday.
hurryyyuppp .

......breaking my heart again, thanks.

i miss my bestfriend.
hanging out with her is one of the only ways i can be happy when i feel like this.
i don't understand him*.
no, i don't understand why he's acting the way he is now.
because i know him veryy well.
i'm waiting till friday... then i'm done.
just like with the guy i've talked about on here before, i'll have to give up. i'll have to move on, and find someone else, and start all over.
and it'll hurt for a while...but then it'll be like i never even knew him......

Sunday, September 25, 2011

baby imma be your motivationnn..

woww.. heyy. (:
this week has been quite amazing anddd eventful.
soo until thursday there were make up state tests. so for the people that didn't have state tests, we had to stay in first, second, third and seventh for fiveish hours. yeahhh...
monday i felt real sickk. i checked out after two or three hours of first period. i went home and layed in bed. then at four i went and got my macbookkk.
tuesday i checked in so i wouldn't have to stayy in english. english is horrible..
wednesdayy was third period, but i didn't stay for that long, cuz i went to meridan's class. then after school i went home with autumn. mcdonalds, walmart twice, the ballard park, hanging out with all those boys.. yes it was a veryy fun day.
thursday was seventhh period, luckily i have autumn in there.
 and fridayy was a normal day. meridan rode home with me after school then we hung out with autumn and james. i stayed the night with autumn. it was a crazy nightt... and i couldnt even begin to describe all we diddd. ha but yeah.  i love herr(:

Monday, September 19, 2011

this kills me.
i miss you . so much. i loved had every bit of me. if it was up to me, i'd still be with you. but i'm not.  one dayy we'll work out............ we will..