Saturday, November 26, 2011

Saturday, November 19, 2011

ten things.

1. I'm extremely excited about going to see Breaking Dawn Monday.
2.  I'm absolutely loving this weather.
3. It is thanksgiving break! <3
4. Ex boyfriends are stupid...
5. I miss the summer.. /:
6. I am ready for May, to have my license. I'm sick of having a permit and a car.. but no license. 
7. Disney Channel has gotten so retarded... hahh just saying. i miss the shows from when i was younger.
8. I miss youu.....<//3
9. I hate when people just yell.. really uneccessary. 
10. Thank goodness, cuz i have nothing else to say.

Friday, October 14, 2011

well... the person that makes me the absolute happiest,also makes me the maddest, and saddest..
how ironic.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

DANGIT. why do i like you so much
.there is nothing special about him, katelyn.
 he's not that big of a deal. you can do better...ha yeah right i wish. 
this boy told me to fall for him cuz he wouldn't hurt me, cuz i've been hurt in the past. he said i couldn't be worried that he was gonna be like any past guys ive talked to, that broke my heartt. . wow what a lie. thanks pal. 
PLEASE let things work out tomorrow, please. please please.. i just want to dance with him or kiss him or hug him or talk to him and it be sweet and for us just to be great.  oh my gosh,  i want that so bad. he is so great. except all my friends hate him.... but i love that boy! pleasepleaseplease let things work out otomorrow. oh gah, please. im begging, how desperate.... 
if things aren't gonna work out.. i just at least want to get over him. to forget about him and not hurt and not cry. tomorrow will determine what happens. 

people i love...

i just wanted to write how muchh i love two people . i'll do more people on different dayss but today...

Autumn Weaver.
ohmygosh. this girl.she's my besttt* friend...she's the best of the best.  we just really got to know eachother this yearr, but she's real greatt. we are just alike. "reaal desperate". hahaa, we've been hanging out almost everydayy. we are going through the same situations**. weirdo people, especially guys, talk to us when we're together. they love us(::(:: it's real...interesting.  she's gorgeous, hilarious, sweet, creative and ahhmazing.
iloveyouautumnbottom,ab,and my shawtyyy awtyy. haa i just made that up(;

Taylor Green.
OHLORDDD. so we started being best friends in ninth grade. we were always together.we have so many insiders
*gravy and mashed potatoes, bi guy,  no butt, LESBIAN SMILE :] * haa. you never judge me no matter what i do,
ALL THE MIXED BOYS IN THE WORLD. what a great song we wrote. anyway, i love you dearlyy.

noww we got the whole stadium in lovee..(:

the best love song. 
pure amazingness*.
me and autumn listened to it about 30 times yesterdayy.
no lie bayyy(:
yesterday... was great.
a half day at school.
and after we got out, me and autumnnn hung outt. (:
andd... a lot* of stuff happened yesterdayy. we saw a lot of people. a lot.
and we made our splatter paint shirts for blackoutt tomorrow!! I'm real excited.

things are getting a lot better. i'm hoping tomorrow at blackout things will go back to the way they used to be, but if they dont then oh well... :'( haaa...real desperate.

i'm in english.. this does not make my dayy. i'm a loner in here, forreal. oh well, too badd.


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

"i'm over you"
what a lie.
i'm ready for tonight.
and tomorrow.
and friday.
hurryyyuppp .

......breaking my heart again, thanks.

i miss my bestfriend.
hanging out with her is one of the only ways i can be happy when i feel like this.
i don't understand him*.
no, i don't understand why he's acting the way he is now.
because i know him veryy well.
i'm waiting till friday... then i'm done.
just like with the guy i've talked about on here before, i'll have to give up. i'll have to move on, and find someone else, and start all over.
and it'll hurt for a while...but then it'll be like i never even knew him......

Sunday, September 25, 2011

baby imma be your motivationnn..

woww.. heyy. (:
this week has been quite amazing anddd eventful.
soo until thursday there were make up state tests. so for the people that didn't have state tests, we had to stay in first, second, third and seventh for fiveish hours. yeahhh...
monday i felt real sickk. i checked out after two or three hours of first period. i went home and layed in bed. then at four i went and got my macbookkk.
tuesday i checked in so i wouldn't have to stayy in english. english is horrible..
wednesdayy was third period, but i didn't stay for that long, cuz i went to meridan's class. then after school i went home with autumn. mcdonalds, walmart twice, the ballard park, hanging out with all those boys.. yes it was a veryy fun day.
thursday was seventhh period, luckily i have autumn in there.
 and fridayy was a normal day. meridan rode home with me after school then we hung out with autumn and james. i stayed the night with autumn. it was a crazy nightt... and i couldnt even begin to describe all we diddd. ha but yeah.  i love herr(:

Monday, September 19, 2011

this kills me.
i miss you . so much. i loved had every bit of me. if it was up to me, i'd still be with you. but i'm not.  one dayy we'll work out............ we will..

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

justt chillin.. <3

random photo shoot in the bathroom? sounds fun..

i changed my shirt..

we had just got backk from the beachhh....


 I love youuu...*dancing to forget you*

Monday, July 18, 2011

so, i'm done with my job. thank goodness(:

i'm just gonna live my life and enjoy the summer.

thats all for now !

Friday, June 24, 2011

caleb wants me to do a blog post.
sooooooo legggggggoooo.
he's a......LOOPHOLE
its been raining...alot. and you know what?

im a busyy girl. HALF WAY DONE WITH MY JOB. heck yeahh.
yesterdayy, we went to the memphis zoo. WOO. fun. noooooot really.
AND.............................. july 7 my family is leaving to go to the beach. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
gonna be a fun trippp. im trippin outt. :D :D i was trying to be cute...
i'm tired. and sore. but who caresss. the parents are about to go to the high school reunion. COOL KIDS,

zach zosel is in a relationship with caleb fairley ? OKAY?

no biggg deal, kroger trips with madeline(:

the boyfrannn. playin my ipod. nbd.

my mommys birthday present from me. (:

tryinggg to be pretty. hahaha.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

I'm not readyy for workk this week... :/

i went to the mall with my demi!!

"what are they doing?"- me
"coming to get our numbers."- demi

theyy turn around
"can we get your numbers"- them.


not cute.

but chyeahh i love my demi

Saturday, June 11, 2011

random things i've realized/wondered/think about.

  • i realized, i've dedicated like half my blog to him.......and we don't even talk at all anymore. THAT's a bit embarrassing. hahaha, not saying i want to talk to him..but things change...
  • i wonder if people that used to care still look at my blog, or stalk my facebook profile occasionally. i want them to see, i've moved on and i'm happy. why i try to constantly prove myself to them, i really don't know. but i hate when people think i'm still hung up on them.
  • this summer is way* better than last summer, juss sayin.
  • and i just read my old posts.
  • and UGH!
  • do you get these bullet stupid points off?
  • thanks caleb for going to sleep early! :/

Saturday, June 4, 2011

sweet chili sauce... YUMMYYY.


i went to bay springss with allie.
we hadda great time. like no lie trickk(:
on the wayy we had chicken nuggets from mcdonalds...and they gave us this sweet chili sauce.....NOT YUMMY. negative, eww, gross.
when we got to bay springs, we had to drive down this steep**** hill. and it was bumpy.
"what if I had to go pee? that would suck."-allie
"what if you were in labor???"- me.

and yeahh. so we just rotated between swimming at the veryy** deep part of the water and laying out.
and we also made some friends...or tried to haha.
this olderish guy talked to us because i was a bit worried about alligators being around that area...andd suddenly

"OH MY GOSH! HE's been gone for so long!!!! he's dead!!!" this lady freaking out about her boyfriendd..
when we realized it was real. they were like right next to us hanging on to the white marker thing at the very back part of the lake.
but they didn't listen to the lady and went and found him.
he was unconcious. he'd been underr for so long.
but they did cpr and he breathed... so hopefully*** he survived.

it freaked us out, and i was shaky for a bit.

but it was a good dayy. (:

Friday, June 3, 2011

i miss my sister.
she's staying the night at her friend's housee.
i was beggingg her not to go.
she'll come home tomorrow, but i won't see her cuz i'll be at bay springs :D
is this lame/cheesy? I DONT CAREEE(:
i get lonely without her.

buttt we watched the roommate last night(:
it was myy second time seeing it. the first time.........haahahahahahahaha.
I rememberrr that night.
valentines weekend. #awkwarddd.
*now playing: the story of us- taylor swift(: *
"so many things that i wish you knew, but the story of us might be ending soon"
ohh, that song gives me memoriesss.
uhmm yeah.
the music video for that song?
Neither is the music video for mean.

watching youtube videos.
fun fun fun fun .

How to Get Taylor Swift Curls - Hair Tutorial

haha that's what im watching now.
WOO did the font get bigger?
this guhh is showing us all her products she uses on her hair 
"this is supposed to be for people with curly or wavy hair.  i have neither. and it works really well for me. again i don't know what science is behind it, but it works."
im done.

Thursday, June 2, 2011


im s.u.p.e.r. exciteddd.
saturday, im going to bay springs, withh allie peterson(:

datss my guhh. 
not the best picture of us, but oh well(:
tuesday, i went to lori's housee.
we watched the exorcism of emily rose....
then, we watched INSIDIOUS.
that was terrifying. we got about 3 hours of sleep??
lori, sydney, mitch and me all slepttt in the living room on the couch.
it was that terrifying.

ill update more soon. <3

Monday, May 30, 2011

UPDATING. cuz caleb said i needed to. (:

soo yeah. its officially SUMMERRRRRRR!!!
so farrr all i've really done is hang out withh lori/paige/page/lauren/stella/bacon.
I got a new phone yesterday.
its gorgeous.
samsung solstice ii.
so yeah.
this week is my last free weeek before i begin my jobbbbb.

soo yeah.
*picture updating...well at least the ones my mom has on her mac. the others are on facebook. :D

put yo hands up if you know that you're a star

bad weather+ parents not home............ i was scared :(

we're cute...

this mirrorrrr...hahah.

people either love this or hate it. haha.

i look like a cartoon?

I love her. !!!!!!

Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 30.

A picture of someone you miss.

them. lololol JAYKAY.


Day 29.

A picture that can always make you smile.

taylor fell downnn. i remember this dayy haha.

Day 28.

A picture of something you're afraid of.

Day 27.

A picture of yourself and a family member.

my youngest sisterrr, lainey<3

Day 26.

A picture of something that means alot to you.

Day 25.

A picture of your favorite day.

this. was a great day.

Day 24.

A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 23.

A picture of your favorite book.


Day 22.

A picture of something you wish you were better at.


Day 20.

A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

anywhere pretty like this (=

Day 18.

A picture of your biggest insecurity.

the wayy i look.

Day 16.

A picture of someone who inspires you.

ha i love him

Day 15.

A picture of something you wanna do before you die.


Day 14.

A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without


Day 13

A picture of my favorite band/artist.

Day 12.

A picture of something I love.


Day 11.

A picture of something I hate.


Day 10

A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.

myy sisterrr<3

Day 9.

a picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.


Day 8

A picture that makes you laugh.

me and amber estes<3 this was a fun night.

Day 7.

Most treasured item.
iPod touchh<3

Day 6.

a person you'd trade places with for a day.


Day 5

A picture of my favorite memoryyy.
my last dayy being 14. (: FUN DAY
Day 4
A picture of your favorite night.
sixteenth birthday party.
this was a fun night.
"Lets blame it on ZACHARYYY. the do-er of all evil"
Day 3.

A picture of the cast from your favorite show.


Day 2: a picture of you and the person you've been closest two for the longest.

mallory warnockk.(:

30 day challenge! DAY 1.

A picture of yourself with ten facts.

1. im 6-teen(:
2.I hate drama. with alla my heart.
3. I forgive prettyy easily.
4. i LOVE<3 Lauren Paige Ostrander. shes my sisterrr.
5. i have a prettyy great boyfrannn.caleb fairley.
6. i love music. it can always cheer me up.(:
7. I love to laughh.
8. i really like to take pictures. :D
9. I'm really excited about MYY JOBBB this summer.
10. i like the color green, the number eight, and pretty little liars.